Friends, after you've gone through the following free basic training - reBOOT from the ROOT, we recommend for you to immerse yourself in our in-depth course which was recorded during our 5 day live training in December 2019. 


This daily work with yourselves, using a few simple processes will enitrely rewire your neuron pathways to bring you to freedom from pointless actions, emptiness, self hate, confusion, drug and alcohol addiction, insomnia, panic attacks etc.


We are accustomed to believe that in order to discover a state of joy we need to gain & reach something. The paradox, however, is that our baggage of "gain & reach something" is already way too huge. It's not only possible to live but even to breathe under the weight of warring social programs.

The realisation that instead of "gaining & reaching something" on the opposite we need to let go of sick social settings, brings up confusion and denial. However, trying to stubbornly follow along the old path is completely absurd. It will continue the aggravation, inner emptiness, despair and inanity of life.

It's as if we are living in an endless state of nightmare and apathy. Our senses are completely paralysed. We are numbed up pretending that we are living. We are no longer able to love, to feel and experience nature and like a child, feel the awe and inspiration in all the small details.

In our training, which Zoya developed over 14 years of deep internal processes, you will become free from deception towards yourself, allowing you to drop your long lived pain whilst simultaneously filling up all of your relationships with open and truthful feelings. Dropping this pain and broken baggage of programs will bring upon a total rebirth, like awakening to a sunny day full of fresh and freezing air.

In our video course you will learn:

  • how the swing of polarity pendulum forms our feelings, behavioural models and their consequences

  • how complex social programs form: causal-reactive connections for our thoughts, repeated life scenarios and "self fulfilling prophecies"

  • how these programs affect the state of our body and form illnesses

  • how to drop old broken programs causing your anxiety

  • how hierarchy affects us and a way out of this rabbit hole

  • process work and the nitty gritty of consciousness integration

  • how to see the world without socially programmed lenses

  • how to free yourself from the rat race hamster wheel

  • tear the chains of guilt, shame and self hate

  • awaken your creativity

  • unblock your infinite potential frozen by the traditional educational system so we can open up to multiple symbiotic solutions and pathways leading to joyful, wholesome and abundant state of being.


It's impossible to change the reoccurring life's scenario without understanding the root programs that keep on creating it

Until we start asking the right questions we will never be able to tear the link between: 

ANXIETY ≠ THE RIGHT ACTIONS (cluster of emotions and thought forms)

This will keep us in the trap of repeating chaotic and destructive actions resulting in absurd and destructive circumstances. Even if we think that we have changed something in the trajectory of our actions, in reality we only change separate segments which do not lead to radically different outcome that create a new vector of our life. “freedom from fear of life, guilt, shame, self hate and so on.

Therefore until we see broken programs in their entirety , in order for us to work through them in order to release them, we will only change the “decorations” of our lives, but at the global level we will walk around in circles whilst recreating the same old programs.

" There is only ONE WAY to leave the nightmare of miserable and rotting life. You either realise how much you lie to yourself or not.  Conscious Integration of Life's Aspects is NOT just another conscious practice. We share the art and essence of deep self observation in order to realise the enormity of denial of your own feelings within your life "


The difficulty of this course is in the incredible resistance, whilst working with these broken programs. You will need to take responsibility for yourself to do the work on regular basis.


If we do take responsibility for our transformation and there is no-one that will keep on pushing us, we will gain much strength  for our true rebirthing from a deeply scarred & shaking "animal" into an inspired , joyful creator with it's wings fully grown

What is included in the training:


  • 26  prerecorded and edited lessons from our 5 day live seminar

  • New lessons will be translated  (currently on Zoya's YouTube channel - Disengage from emotional pain

  • Weekly text posts from our book - Awakening from Insanity (click for sample)


Even if ones the childhood was terrible and traumatic, due to the result of which they are feeling shameful, pathetic... like everyone are laughing at them all the time, they will still be able to rise from the deepest self abandonment as a result of consciousness integration inner practical work.

How to release oneself from the feeling of anxiety is the most common question with regards to emotional pain. Unfortunately there is no quick answer here for you.  There are plenty folk out there promising that getting rid of anxiety can be done in 15 minutes - it is an absolute lie! Anxiety is not a flash of emotion!, but a complex weave of social programs that eroded our entire nervous system. All social programs are directed towards an image of ever hurrying success. This programme scares us with 1 message: "If you are not a fanatically hurrying machine then you will die from a slow, degrading and miserable death of poverty." Our belief in this BS is so strong that we choose a life of slow and torturing death inside a boiling  urn of anxiety instead of just realising and releasing this programme.

Whilst starting to do deep inner work  at certain point it'll feel like it's impossible to carry on. This happens because the folk that surround us has their consciousness trapped in a net of manipulation. People have a belief that a weak and dependable person will be more needy of manipulations VS sovereign and joyful one. People around us will show resistance,  No-one will welcome the new "I" which is at peace, harmonised and free. this is because people feel like they lost their "sense of purpose" as the new "I" is something they can no longer control

The nature of suffering is generated by the followingall social programs push us towards constant rush. The hurrying in itself births a fear of not meeting expectationsnot becoming successful, rich and famous. All of these NO'create a massive feeling of anxiety and guilt. Feeling of guilt equals: self hate & self repulsion & self disgust.   Our entire subconsciousness has been formed for the durations of our entire lives with one command: RUN! Therefore deep and difficult inner work with a multitude of these programs, will bring us towards a peaceful and wholesome state and not to a "slow, half asleep lazy bum"  like many would like to think. This deep inner silence blossoms with the most interesting ideas and deep multilayered creativity, infinite inspiration and a life full of joy and true abundance 

The more we waste out energy on unmeaning chatter, the more we sugar coat our pains and silence what really matters. Let us stop wasting our lives on degrading within the paradigm of fear and slowly integrate our consciousness one step at a time. No matter how slow and deep this inner work may seem, what can be more difficult and turturing than the slow burning death within an inner hell of fear 

Zoya has spend many years trying to understand why people carry deep suffering throughout their lives. From her early childhood years she has realised that almost every adult thinks that they needs to play a "double game". Living a miserable life, with incredible tenacity they simultaneously imitate a joyful state. Only when she started to play this same fake role, in her adulthood years, did she link that the obsession to live the successful and happy life is the source of suffering.

Between the following two points of duality: 

  • fear to look towards one's sacral honest feelings and 

  • imitation of fake happiness

we birth a gigantic awful mountain of suffering, which last an entire life.

Only until Zoya understood that even by asking the right questions she could not change anything in her inner state, she started to "archeologically dig" and meticulously unravel the polarity war at the level of neurons. Through many years of deep inner practice she opened up towards the feeling of mindful harmony and peaceful inner state.

Alosha's love for liquid architecture, rivers and indigenous forests set him on a journey around the world learning from ecological masters: practical permaculture, natural building, harvesting and filtration of rain, recycling of waste water as well as growing of organic food. 

Alosha's has been doing process work with Zoya for 13 months and his role is to share his personal realisations and insights of the internal transformations which he has experienced. The proof has been a clearance from all forms of addictions as well as the miraculous  transformations within his relationships to others. Some of them have been deeply healed and others discarded.

Alosha has gone on many trainings in the past, trying to find his saving within magic. From Ascended Master teaching and meditation to mysticism and plant medicine. All of this has brought him to a total dead end. The  internal processes which he learned from Zoya have positively shifted and transformed him.

Zoya can understand and speak basic english and Alosha's role will also be to assist with necessary translations.

This path is build upon truth, introspection and ongoing deep inner transformation work

3 month Skype group sessions to support your transformation


Together with others we will work together online on weekly basis for a duration of 3 months. This will insure that you have the needed support to continue with process work to rewire your brain. 


The benefits are that you will live not only your own experience but learn from transformations of others and thus speed up your own rebirth 

The difficulty of this type of work is multiplied resistance as you see others in their states. But this on the other hand creates unity with others due to understanding that we all carry absolutely the same pains. This will rapidly accelerate the speed of your own transformation.

When: starting in October 2020.

Duration: 12 weeks, 3 hours per session


All sessions will be recorded and you will receive the copies, thereafter

Price $1000 for 3 months, $333 paid monthly

I am torn between a feeling of self hate "For the first time in a long time I have acquired overflowing joy and the wish to simply live. My friends tell me that I my appearance has changed. I have gained much strength. Thank you Zoya." - Natalia Moiseenko

Thank you Zoya, ooh how I look forward towards communication with other conscious people. Something new and unheard of is happening to me... I'd love to check in with others who have gone through this path, what I am going through is normal. I am still learning from your free webinar. Your words have opened up a deep rotting wound, most painful place... for 10 years I have been back and forth running around between conscious practices, teachers, systems, religions etc... I am trying to find myself. It's all very painful, suffocating and fearful. It feels like my head has been cut off with a guillotine, placed inside a glass sphere and placed on my shoulders being completely separated from my heart. I am looking forward to your full Consciousness Integration masterclass for my deeper healing

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